The Why and the How

Over these past few days I have been unable to provide you with content that you appreciate.


The only answer I have for you is that depression is real. For me it comes from pain and having to understand that I can no longer live my life the way I always have.


By not having the ability to walk without pain and the need.for a wheelchair just to get around my home.

We take for granted so many things that are just the normal, but when that is taken away from you it is devastating to say the least. And, outside of losing that ability I have always had , I have to learn to adapt to pain.

Everyone’s depression, if you have that in your life, stems from many different areas and for many different reasons.

Learning how to cope and getting back to the things that I love, which includes you, my followers, is going to be a struggle. I am not one who asks for help, or even likes to, and now, I have to find a way to do that, even more so, accept it.

I ask for your patience and your continued support. Please stay tuned in to my site. There will be awesome things to come and while I am figuring things out for myself, I am enjoying your posts as well.

Let’s support each other and our fellow bloggers.

Author: Pameladlockwood

I am an aspiring author. I love to work in my woodshed. I learned how to run a lathe which is my tool of choice for making lamps and bottles. I also love to dram and paint. Creating is my passion. I am a mother of 4 and a grandmother of 3. I have recently been diagnosed with a rare nerve condition called CRPS. It has been a hard road for me but through this site and creating I hope to find some solace. I am a firefight 2. I have been an applied therapy assistant for autistic children. I have a degree in two years of accounting and have received my certificate in Medical Transcription. I love to learn and grow as a person.

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